Today marks 5 years since our first little boy entered Jesus arms. It seems like just yesterday, yet like an eternity! For some reason this year was much harder for me than last year. I think because I know you are there with him, and neither of you are here. I felt sick most of the day and honestly wanted it over. Here I sit past midnight crying in bed missing you and missing my boy. I watched your slideshow with Cecily on my lap and sobbed. 4 months later and it still hurts more than words can describe! So many emotions right now I don't where to start! I guess I should just go to bed and let tomorrow be a better day! I love you daddy and it goes without saying that I miss you something fierce!!!! Give the birthday boy a kiss from his crazy momma!!!
Your Favorite Second Born,
Carley
First picture I took of my belly
The last picture I have while still pregnant.
Some of the beautiful flowers we were sent...one is from you but I can't remember which!
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